July 2010
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Life at the moment.
The past few days have been pretty good, there was a party on Saturday which was nice and Sunday consisted of me wandering Cramlington before bumping into a friend. I picked up some weed on the Saturday and rather than drink at the party I just got high instead, which I much prefer, I never feel bad when I’m high but after a night of heavy drinking I can be almost dead the next day. I...
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“The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human...”
– H.P. Lovecraft
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Returning memories of high school and becoming one...
Last night, or rather early this morning, I achieved lucidity.
I dreamed I was 16 again, and I was in an all day IT lesson on a Tuesday. I conversed with my friends and felt almost constant deja vu, I was having conversations in my dreams I had taken part in during my waking life, and for some reason they were tucked away in the depths of memory. In my Year 11 class I remember there being this...
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I'm a super villain.
‘Deep down I’m desperate to be accepted by the humanity that shuns me, to fit into the system and lead a regular life with a corporate job, a working mind, a small house, a partner, a family sized car and to be completely ignorant of the monotony it brings. I seek order, yet anarchy. Yet I’m also desperate to totally destroy humanity and myself, to distance myself from everything...
“Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.”
– Haruki Murakami (via hpsych)
June 2010
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Today, or rather yesterday.
Today (Yesterday) was quite good, I was day dreaming whilst walking up to my friends house this morning and came up with quite a good coming of age story, something new and relevant. I haven’t eaten or drank all day so this cup of tea and biscuit before I eventually retire is all the more delicious. I’m feeling more introspective than usual right now, as if I’m struggling to...
