Life at the moment.
The past few days have been pretty good, there was a party on Saturday which was nice and Sunday consisted of me wandering Cramlington before bumping into a friend. I picked up some weed on the Saturday and rather than drink at the party I just got high instead, which I much prefer, I never feel bad when I’m high but after a night of heavy drinking I can be almost dead the next day. I...
The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human...– H.P. Lovecraft
Returning memories of high school and becoming one...
Last night, or rather early this morning, I achieved lucidity. I dreamed I was 16 again, and I was in an all day IT lesson on a Tuesday. I conversed with my friends and felt almost constant deja vu, I was having conversations in my dreams I had taken part in during my waking life, and for some reason they were tucked away in the depths of memory. In my Year 11 class I remember there being this...
I'm a super villain.
‘Deep down I’m desperate to be accepted by the humanity that shuns me, to fit into the system and lead a regular life with a corporate job, a working mind, a small house, a partner, a family sized car and to be completely ignorant of the monotony it brings. I seek order, yet anarchy. Yet I’m also desperate to totally destroy humanity and myself, to distance myself from everything...
Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.– Haruki Murakami (via hpsych)
Today, or rather yesterday.
Today (Yesterday) was quite good, I was day dreaming whilst walking up to my friends house this morning and came up with quite a good coming of age story, something new and relevant. I haven’t eaten or drank all day so this cup of tea and biscuit before I eventually retire is all the more delicious. I’m feeling more introspective than usual right now, as if I’m struggling to...